permulaan 3rd cycle

semalam iman kena masuk ward utk 3rd cycle of transplant.. procedure LP nampaknya okay - crystal clear, tapi test result belum ada lagi. Mudahan2 ok.

Harini start kemo - kick off with carboplatin (substitute for cisplatin), doctor said he cant used cisplat anymore cos iman's hearing already affected from the previous 2 transplants. Takut it getting worse if they proceed with that drugs.

Sedih memang sedih, bila doktor bgtahu it could be permanent, tapi saya kene redha,, iman milik allah, kita semua milik allah, the fact that he's still with me, alhamdulillah x terhingga pada-Mu ya Allah.

Saya perlu lapangkan dada, kata2 negatif org x perlu ambik port, we cant change them,, but we can change ourself,, Sekiranya kita berserah sepenuhnya pada Allah, insyaallah Dia akan lapang hatikan kita seluas-luasnya. Setiap org akan menghadapi dugaan dlm hidup, It doesnt matter whether big or small,, like it or not we have to face it, how we tackle it is what matter most, hopefully it can make us a better person.

Takziah to my uni mate, Suffian Affendi yg kehilangan isteri (also my uni mate - Zalinda Zainuddin), anak perempuannya (Aisyah), ayah dan ibu mentuanya di dlm kemalangan di Kuala Kangsar smlm. Moga roh2 mereka ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman. Ampunilah dosa2 mereka dan permudahkan urusan mereka Ya Allah.. Moga Pian tabah menghadapi dugaan ini dan moga anak bongsu mereka (was informed still in ICU) kembali sihat.. Amin.